Brother, your narcissism is mine inverted I too almost started speaking with "I" or "My" but I stayed quiet for a few seconds I rolled those grindstones in my mind wondering how much the other knows my faults "Are they judging me now for my pauses and speaking a bit out of one side of my mouth?" So to seem like I'm in the moment I focused on you first
You're the other way around though, aren't you? It takes a lot out of you to stay quiet but even more to act the part cause you still think that everyone's out to judge so you brag a strong case for yourself amid the external world You ask about others naturally measure their power over you Who can be your patsy and who can you never ask for money?