I missed me when I had to go away. They said it was for my own good. I sort of existed in a Lithium fog. I was gone from me except in dreams.
I dreamed of the sun born from hell. I dreamed of angels called sisters. I saw a cruel king with eyes of hate who threatened me with his love.
Now I'm kind of back. They kept pieces of my brain, the pieces that made me cut myself in a tub of tepid water to bleed out this life of threatened love.