I would like to apologise. Not for being upset, but for reacting rather than pausing and taking a deep breath. I was furious and devastated. A cut throat way to end. Never thought i'd be hurt by someone I called friend. Thank you for everything. For love and the laughs and the pain. You'll always be a part of me. A memory forged into my brain. Maybe one day we'll get back to talking. Admit our faults and carry on. But for now I'm still healing, so I'm distant , cold and gone.