I've always wanted to give you much more than I had but I offer you way less
Because of my insecurities and the pain i carry in my chest
I beg you to not let the worst of times
Drowned out the very best
And please don't ever forget who I was before all of my distress
Life sometimes can get messy
Some more, some less
Regardless I am human
Will never be perfect
No different than the rest
I am and will always regret
I didn't always give you my best
Please find it in your heart
To forgive me for all the times that I regressed
There's no excuse for the pain and disappointment I have caused
The people I love best

I guess Son what I'm asking
Is to love me as I fix my mess
Also please know that I understand words mean nothing if my actions don't impress
I have gotten to caught up in my darkness I got sad and depressed
Took for granted all God has given me
Forgot that I am blessed
I'm sorry my own problems consumed me
I became selfish at best
More importantly I recognized what I've done I'm sorry I'm ashamed
You and your brother should always be number one
You two are the best I've ever had if only I realized this before you would of stayed.
Now I pay the price for the rest of my life for all the mistakes I've made.
I love you please forgive me
While I fix myself