I don't blame you
for the way it feels
to wake up vomiting
I don't blame you for
the pounding headache
Or the stupid ******* cravings
I don't blame you for the swollen
limbs or the ****** sheets
I don't blame you for the nasty taste
this medicine leaves on my tongue
I don't blame you for the "shrinking clothes"
I don't blame you
Because I was a part of this too
And I don't blame you
Because I really do love you
But if you walk away,
I swear I will always blame you
for my disgusting mental state
I don't ever wanna have to say,
"I saw this coming"
But I will