Being pulled in different directions. Staying loyal and true find balance About to go over the edge Had to cut toxic family Love them keeping a distance Falling into bad habits trying to chill Trying to chill therapy sessions Always the scapegoat getting the hate Working at two locations Not enough time barely getting by Backed into a corner everyone happy Building up foundation in the struggle Trying to communicate be fair Winning on one end giving it all Losing on the other neglecting ****** expression showing frustration