To feel weak, to feel tired, to be unbalanced from an unknown force and the pulsing in the gut. It's a sleepy feeling as if the pain in the gut is dripping every ounce of energy through blood. It's want to sleep for an eternity but stay awake so I don't miss anything. Maybe it's because I had a panic attack yesterday. Maybe it's the sugar cravings. Maybe it's my mood swings being more restless than I am. Maybe it's me being more weird if that's even possible. It's strange being medicated when period cramps are present. It's strange how my emotions feel stronger, sharper and more intense than usual.
It's my time of the month. So my period started and I wanted to put words to what I feel.