I read poems, stories, see movies where protagonists fall in love give themselves to their lovers only to later be betrayed or abandoned - a story as old as humanity.
We two lovers entwined for five decades still must re-new our love over and over each still a mystery, in a fashion a foreigner, a traveler on the road a road strewn with rocks tiny pebbles that get in our shoes irritate the soles of our feet unsettle our souls.
And on our better days we can laugh at our folly and flubs and end with a knowing smile and hugs.
But still there are molecules of our being hidden from each other and ourselves that will betray our trust.