But what does it matter Just climbing the ladder And taking the chutes Down in cyclical Rhythm Reliving reboots Just as lacking in luster As any film screen Just attempting to find The right priced Magic bean But get swindled and conned By my own Inner monologue Clogging up space With my brain in a vat And my memory erased Just in case She appears in its Crash and burn wake And then any fresh start Is another heartbreak