It never leaves you But you think it does It hides behind a veil of good You may feel comfortable for a while Looking out the stain glass window of your house Letting visitors inside And You dont see it Dont Feel its presence in your head Wondering to yourself βIs it safe now?β
The second you step out Is when it takes its opportunity Grasps your neck firmly in its grip A montage of images fill your head You want to scream But you know you cant Because it keeps you quiet You can barley breathe Body shaking And your heart feels like its beating out of your body
And you need Something Anything To distract your head Or maybe even End up dead