Oh' dear, I haven't let myself down
I never do actually
I have no insecurities to mask
never feel cowardly or inadequate
enough to become a useless bully

Dearie me,  I haven't let myself down
I'm not poor and disadvantaged
have no axe to grind about so called elitist
I'm not ignorant and durably dumb
full of ***** and deluded fantasies

Oh' dear, I haven't let myself down
not the loser keyboard warrior
fighting owned fears with envy and spite
wishing death and doom on those better
the professional troll looking to share miseries

Dearie me,  I haven't let myself down
harping about love knowing I don't even love me
living a fake life with a fake persona
raking toxicity from my negative poisoned mind
the deeply unhappy soul acting the masked poet

Oh' dear, I haven't let myself down
I never do actually
I just know love and embrace who I am
grateful, gifted, balanced, assured and learned
the type trolls & bullies hate for I get under their pathetic skins
and as when they come from down they can but stay down
to always let themselves down, its a way of life....