You knew I would be In the torturous storm Searching for you You knew I was crazy about you All the memories we had Kept me wishing for the impossible That all the oxygen I was carrying Within me for you Was a waste of time You wandered away from me Took all your belongings Left in hurriedness Left my soul sliced With a bloodsoaked knife Shattered my smoke-darkened heart Made me see perpetual red Feeling dead, unsaid sensations Disgusted diction, distorted nonfiction As failed memories trickled like ghost tears Down my lifeless face