I feel it has been too long,
all seemed to be wrong,
why can't this pain end?
I can no longer pretend.

My life has too many downs,
my face carried too many frowns,
I just want to be at peace,
when will the sadness cease?

Is it a question of what I deserve?
because I'm losing my nerve,
what lesson is to come of this?
it's life's pleasure that I miss.

I wish I could say why,
I feel as if I want to die,
instead I'm left with dismay,
yet again to face another day.