What do you do when you have everyone to turn to No one to listen Who will help in times of need When you need love and advice not action When you need emotional support Not the physical kind When your heart is broken Only willing to heal with patience and time
When your heart is scourned and demeaned Forced into using its last box of bandaids The last roll of duct tape The last drips of paper machè and super glue When there's no time to mourn Only push forward Achieving nothing Always nothing feeling ashamed Feeling broken, behind, lazy and unrefined
First a splinter Then a crack A short shatter later Now your back No more tips or tricks or tools Just a thudding A muddling A hollow pounding with every step A heavy being with a heavy soul A shattered heart with nowhere to go Turning slowly to dust with every punch to your beast
Nowhere to turn Nowhere to run Welcomed by the shadow of love,trust and support Only to be trapped by the judgmental snear Reflected in your broken tears