Come on now,
smoking?
I thought you were better than that...
Well, you know,
times are hard.
But why shouldn't I?
I have to say,
out of all your attempts
at chasing death,
this has to be your dumbest one to date
Hey man, *******
what do I have to prove to you?
It's not like you ever stuck around for me.
You never taught me right from wrong,
you only told me what was wrong
when it was too late.
It's about her,
isn't it?
isn't it?
Listen man,
It always was
I know what you're thinking but
But I'm right
Yes, okay yes
you're ******* right.
Happy? Is this
what you wanted to hear?
You know,
smoking twenty packs a day
couldn't help you
And your point is?
I can
Listen man,
I'm no charity case
and you know that
I know you miss her
I know you stare at her pictures
when you know nobody is around
and I know you choke back the tears.
I know you never wanted to let her go,
.......
But I know you did
What was I thinking?
You were thinking you could live with out her
that some day, you'd stop thinking about her.
Now, let me ask
How's that working for you?
Why?
Why do you have to kick me while I'm down?
If not me, than who?
Listen,
as far as I'm concerned,
you can sit around and whine and whine
whine and whine
But when it comes down to it,
it's just me and you,
you and me.
But I'm telling you now,
it doesn't have to be like this.
It can be you and her.
Can it?
Only if you want it to be
8/16/13
A slight decent into madness.
Me, *Conscience*
takes place in the future (sort of)
And hopefully will serve as inspiration and a kick in the *** to myself.