sometimes, the hole is too big to be filled. other times, it's like it fills itself. as if something breaks, and i can suddenly let go. sometimes, i still smell your perfume, and other times, i see your shadows in our garden and in the faces passing by. help me let this young soul go; i don't know if you can leave, but help him pass the bridge. for i was way too late, and people all around me are starting to wither. i can see it in their eyes, and i know you see it too. i can see it in the tragedy of their beloved ones, and i know how they hurt.