do i still deserve love when i act ugly of course because we all do but they always take it away from me how do i cope what do i do i already apologized to you and i try to make things better but it never fully heals i get fed up again not acting on how i feel get treated like i'm the problem but it took both of our mistakes to get us to such a toxic place and i do want things to get better but it's all on me to make it right and i'm almost willing to do it just to end the fight but i can't because it's not fair to pin the solution on just me i'm down for compromise but i won't fall down to my knees begging for the chance to die so you'll be happy we can't always have what we want but there's just some things i will always need respect is a two way street