Found it easier to visit the dark. It'll have a place in my heart. My responsibility will own my misery. Will refuse anyone one to conquer my heart. Doing it slowly like a puzzle part by part. If you need me, I'll be in my thoughts in corner slamming a bottle of whiskey. I brought my demons with me. They're just visiting. All I carry is all I can handle. I'll float and toss that paddle. Then light one candle. Allow the waves keep me gripping with a palm. Eventually things go silent and calm. I get nervous and scared but it's exciting. I find failure because success is hiding. But I believe that's worth finding.