I cried in silent
Watching you in pain...
You struggled too much ,
You were in great pain..
For a second I thought...
Death  would end your misery
What a crude thought..
Selfish fears.. . of losing or caring?
Who was I doubting?
But All my fears came true this morning
and I watched you taking your last breath in peace..
my visions blurred a moment...
as my eyes filled with tears...
My heart  turned pale and bled lost hope
and sank to meet the despair that I stood in.
Your laughters and smiles vivid in my thought
An ugly nightmare ripped my happiness
into one bleak moment.. all of a sudden..
Numbed by the clouds that descended
I heard only the sound of the machine
Beeping out loud.. in my mind...
Terminating your life...
how complicated life was..
how ordinary life had suddenly ended
just like that...
A little bit of me died yesterday
as I watched you lifeless, unresponsive...
all that I imagined became a reality
and I witnessed your life been taken away...
As you passed away,
and gone..forever
so did my spirit
and I cried.