I’m feeling inspired to write again I tell him. He looks at me with a pained expression, And asks if we’re ok Yes, I lie. Straight to his face. Eye to eye. Fine. He knows the truth. I am untangling knots, picking them apart with my mechanical pencil Click click click pick pick pick It makes him uncomfortable- My introspective searching Quiet Contemplation. He is Threatened by my creative Expression And the eager teachers that I attract Disrupting our delicate balance With their beards and intellect
I still burn my drafts after I post. Part of my creative process for many reasons