Still learning what I should have learned In nursery school, where hearts get broke And mended at the first recess, Where nothing's ever what it seems And no one thinks the day will end, Or Christmas will indeed arrive, With boxes full of promises-- The star stuck on the inside tree. Consider how long you've been gone-- I can't imagine time that long, Or where the **** the future fled. You may return. We might unite. The trees are tall in my backyard. I've watched them grow, not seeing them.