I had that dream again the one where I'm floating in space stuck in a box that looks like where I sleep I can't control my container's course as it floats towards a black hole I try to push my cell in another direction but I just make the room spin faster and faster until I'm holding onto the floor for comfort then I look over and see you laying next to me making me feel safe and warm we kiss and cuddle forgetting the spinning cosmos outside.
I know you're not real you're an amalgamation of everyone I know friends, family, suitors, lovers you may not be real but the safety you provide in my nightmare is so I thank you for that and for spending time with me which is how I know you're not real but I enjoy our nights together all the same.