Silent when I need answers Vocal only when I want solitude You can't make up your mind Which foot race it is You wish to finish So you run them all Watching you change As all your vibrant colors Showcase themselves Valiantly on display What made you Seem to find comfort In the echoing caverns Of uncharted brain cells What made you My greatest friend All the while My overwhelming enemy What made you Hate me as much as we do The only thing we agree on This torturous weight Seven pounds accumulates After carrying for so long With weakening muscles Once a valued trophy Now bubblegum Annoyingly attached to soles Trampled on till recognized Then discarded with everyday trash What made you Have a voice of an angel Hiding behind 90 years Of smokers cough It's not so much What it is you whisper It's the calming of the wisdom Behind each scream That terrifies me to no end So I run Thinking if I do the opposite I'll be free from myself Even for a minute Yet you knew already It's in your design To display what could be While leading me To what should be No matter if it is Exactly how I wish it would be What made you The way you are Perfectly made for me