the tug is light, like string caught on a bracelet. but this is his home and these are his scissors, and he cuts you off. your plea is but a mild annoyance and these four walls seem smaller alone. they ***** you out and that tug.. that tug is a knot caught in your throat being washed down with liquour.
he doesn't tell you this -not in words his lover can hear- but he hates you. you are small and he hates you, and that lover is a friend who doesn't know to save you.
you are small and alone and he hates you. you'll remember to believe him when he jokingly says so.