It's human right Lending a hand To someone who May or may not bite When it's outstretched Guidelines and rules To keep peace But here it is more strikes On tally boards You caught feelings Even why you tried not to Over used Under appreciated Here I go Giving up again When life's hammering I try to be the back bone Of every situation The level foundation Yet I'm scheduled For more demolition Before blueprints are made A helping hand Grabbed and pulled Never grabbed and held This is isn't right For me to do this To be like this Hating my existence When everyone else Finds something to love I'm the water hole In the desert Alone Drying up I can only fill so many Before I go away It never rains So value me now As shade and food Are bountiful I'll have given it all Just to see you grow Yet you never considered My affection and gave back You used and polluted me Making me what I am now A burning hole Filled with ash and bone Waiting for it to rain To drown you out And carry you far enough away You'll appreciate me When I take form In another place