Lost in my mind again,
Trying to find me.
Am I bi gay straight?
Why can’t I be free?
Lost in my gender like always.
Am I he/him she/her they/them?
  I see myself a guy but act like a girl but I feel neither.  
Why can’t I see me?
am I male, am I female, boy or girl?
The deeper I go.
I get further from finding out.
The more lost I get.
The harder it is to find me.
Will I know?