Second note:
Do you think, that maybe,
Just maybe, if i die... I'd be left alone??
I wouldn't have to listen to the soft, cold, voice of silence...
Like a taciturn wind and waves splashing on rocks by the river bank.
Some say, "God wouldn't give you problems you cannot handle"
So, why do i choke on my blessings and lose to my demons.
Depression is like an inspiration to give up.