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May 2021
i dont want to be pretty or perfect
i dont want to be loved
or held close and adored
i dont want to be her world
her sunshine, her favorite person

i dont want people to depend on me
it hurts too much to let them down

i dont want those memories back
of being wrong, feeling evil and disgusted with myself
i never want to see those guilty scars
the ones i used to write anger on my arms

i dont want to hate myself
which means i cant let anyone love me
am i considering breaking up with the prettiest, kindest, most perfect woman i have ever met because i cant get over my past failures and pains? yes!!! will i do it? IM TRYING VERY HARD NOT TO  BUT IT FEELS IMPOSSIBLE AND ******* I ******* HATE MYSELF
nevaeh
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nevaeh  20/F/home
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   erica lynn
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