My soul is a vacant lot. Years ago sold to some shyster looking to make a quick buck. No one could live on those kind of wages.
The emptiness now a flattened yard all sorts of wreckage leaking power steering fluid with anti-freeze an environmental hazard if nothing else.
My spirit is an abandoned brownstone where photos once tacked on walls reminiscent of happier times smiles were genuine, ties were taught Sunday best meant just that – then and there A home fully furnished with memoires back in the day now foreclosed shuttered.
My heart is an empty warehouse years ago used to recycle broken promises, empty wishes, hollow, unrealized dreams My good intentions could push through the hurt a cost of doing business never questioning the **** in – **** out logistics
Then, the last love broke away from the loading dock out back on its forever journey to paradise while I stood there on a rotting, empty platform with the invoice in my hand the NSF cheque written in blood signed with my tears.
9/10 Feb ‘21
Honestly this is not as dark as it might read (honest). It is a pragmatic look at love and love lost again and again. I read this to friends who immediately asked me if "I was okay". 'I'm fine - thank you. The truth needs to be told and I like to think I'm lighter for it.