its hard to hide the way you feel,
losing the will on truthful words,
forgetting what is real
its hard when you are scared of laughing or crying,
that someone will see your agony and pain from which you are suffering from,
and you forget to laugh , you forget your happiest and cheerful nature,
because of the fear that someone may know about you and will start to judge you,
and may you will loss the love of your friends and family,
when you are sad ,
its hard to pretend that you are happy
When you are terrified that someone might ask about your situation and and your sadness,
then what will you answer to them,
its becoming harder every day,
its becoming harder to lie and hide things,
its becoming a very hard task of life.