Saying this hard and loving you harder
it’s just how I feel
I don’t want to do this anymore
I wish I could take my thoughts out of my head
and spew it in the ground
and I won’t care to say anything else no more
a little scared things will begin to teeter and fall into a whirl
the truth is I never gave into his *******
and I’ll give him space now from me
yeah, I’ll distance —> all I wanted to do was get by with a speech, get by on the beach, new tie.

Laughter spreads here, never where the darkness
reeks as a Sin; magic is something beautiful
sweet nasty lies and this is all that’s real
something breaks away from my speech and it
turns away and I never said anything again
the truth is that I am too small and a little bit sensitive rubbing the truth on my useless
jeans and they’re ripped by my armpits
by my nightingales that rhymed with me

lost in a miraculous seizing my moment my eyes glisten near this and my ears ring something relatively useless
I wonder if today will be the night I get 8 hours of sleep,
why my, I’d love to drift off whenever sleep whenever
reel by whenever like a flying fish in the mist
ran off with a centuries old time
the truth is I’ve never been near you I’m spinning
so sweetly like a ballerina, youre used to this
and questioning the very reality veritably truth of these words: competition no Westerner smiley smiley folly — fly.
the truth is I compare too much and to think of the ways you can sit next to me and I’m exhausted