(First experience with N,N-Dimethyltryptamine also known as DMT)
Breathe in..Breathe out
Suddenly a rushing river of colorful static bounced off my chest instantly a wounded soul I gasped vigorously A count down so unfamiliar I panicked and thrashed unwillingly but there was nothing to hold on to I feared it was to late to deny this life full of fear to accept I was afraid Little did I understand today I was about to see things clear
A violent pulsating thunder clapped loud on my left the guides voice rang "It's time to let go now" on my right a gentle voice sang "It's alright, breathe slow" Peace fell on me for I was not alone so I finally let go and opened my minds eye then vanished into the rabbit hole
The room fluttered, pulsated then streaked past me A billion nuclear bombs inside my right eye a warm embrace from death in my left My mind and soul began to stretch I was staring into a shattered void A blazing spectacle terrorized with fear stuttering shivers of a twinkling vortex Wrapped in a celestial glow the heavens reflected my thoughts like a mirror I lost all sense of time as new energy began to flow
Two alien beings sitting by my side A vast ocean glow bright with radiant illumination all thoughts transfigured Godlike creatures basking in creation Melting clusters of a constructed lie mesmerized by the universe light then life like a new born star flickers in the imagination and dies
Looking inward, turning inside out a darkened soul stands in place The illuminated seed is planted now but I will never be the same I land gently inside my body time to close the circle and pray Grinning and smiling at my companions I wave goodbye to the rabbit hole and see the world with clarity