Why do I end up alone with my phone showing screen glowing with nothing at all no texts no calls just me and this solitude I wish for someone to intrude but they keep their distance and I keep up my persistence waiting wishing wanting yet the montony is haunting, I decided to be okay with me being lonely everyday but a small part of me does pray my heart does betray making me regret all the chances I didn't take making me fret over all the bonds I didn't make, so I write this verse on impulse missing the absence wasting the presence living in the past dying for a future to last.