Wondering aimlessly the soul
once connected to a shell of a
person we all known in a time of hope.

Upon total mass desecration.
All it took was one shot.
Revolver ready and loaded.
Living this life only for the moment
Between living in a rough undeserving place
or  remaining in steel cage
Gunfire brings sleep-inducing music
to silence my everlasting rage
If my story must continue
Then keep all my blood
away from the pages!

I just wanted to feel something other than pain.
Freedom and Selfishness consumed me on a super sayian based level.
All I could do was think
"How can I protect any of my babies?"
The action committed gave me no
resting option to turn back
It was too late....

Nothing could be done...


I wish I could turn back
leave from the void in my mind
Sometimes, I feel like I am losing my mind
I want to depart from this design
My life feels like it fast forwarding
and I am living on rewind

The darkness inside my heart
is eating away at me

I feel like there's nothing
I can do that will set me free

Maybe this is not the place
where I am meant to be

Trapped in the darkness
what can I do to set myself free?!