haven't gave in in a while
but i'm too weak to keep being strong at the moment
i know i'm not weak for showing emotion
but the second i do there's the notion
that i'm unstable for being tired
or that because i'm tired you can't be tired
i never said that but what i say doesn't matter
i agree to disagree and i'm wrong and a habitual liar
however you want it at this point honestly
nothing but submission will appease you
and that's something i just won't do
so you force me to stay and try to argue
over things sane people don't argue about
you claim disrespect when i just won't bow down
i don't call you stupid for your beliefs
but you constantly hound
me for existing because in my indifference i spite you
which i will never understand to be frank
i don't try to change people because it's not my job
i just wanna make the world a better place
in the ways that i can and i don't know how that is yet
you judge me for not having all the answers
just because you can ask opposing questions and create doubt
doesn't mean you win or you're right it just means you can pander
i could make exceptions all day
and push hypotheticals to the limit
but i'm just tired and wanna go to bed
but unless i change my mind you refuse to end it