Sincerely written words about death, are hilarious. Primarily because of the irony in it- Being sincere about death means to accept it? and if we did that, Funeral homes would be out of business. and Oncology would be a much happier field to work in. My point is, heroism is just fatalism with extra steps. Either way it doesn't matter the outcome. As it will be whatever it is, regardless. (ironically) And this is all to say nothing about the gun to my head, and the trigger pull workout I have to do, Doing mental hurdles and jumping jacks to not give in.