Who the hell woke me up? Now I’m here, oh? I know what you want to hear but also what you need. My host is torn between his own desires and doing what is right. Perhaps I can dance around his feeble kind long enough to get out a sickly post. What the hell has life come to. Agghhh Almost lost control but then you know who rules my soul? Still torn between the light and the night. Still torn between the light and the night Someone save me before my spirit turns vapor though I smoke enough to silence my resolve. Give me guidance to believe that flowers bloom for reasons unseen and passions fruit to quench my ego need. Logging off but don’t you worry I will be back hopefully with more control as of next.