crave intimacy
to my own dismay
to an unhealthy extent
what can i say
not unexpected
just short of a mistake
out of my control
my heart just feels a way
just want someone to know
and lips to trace
a name to remember
when i draw a blank
a hand to hold
when i don't feel safe
when i'm all torn out
a forgiving face
maybe that's a lot
but that's all i pray
i can only hope
it comes true one day
if this situation
should ever change
the idea of love
driving me insane