My past is bad I am also really bad person My past is smoking **** in class or in the bathrooms My past is running a blade across my arms or legs My past is trying to overdose because I was so done My past is dating guys who hurt me a lot except for one My past is running away from home because I was out of control My past is dark and ****** up My past held secrets good and bad I can't out run my past My past made me push people away He saved me from my past day after day But I pushed him so far that he couldn't stay