see that you're on right now pondering what would happen if we talked right now we're both more than able but its clear that you don't want me around but i know you're up in bed thoughts messing with your head or maybe that's just me i remember when you said that i was perfect for you what happened to us two i probably shouldn'tve pushed you away but i didn't know what else to do when the feelings started to change stopped smiling when you said my name just hurting one another didn't wanna be the cause of your pain so i released you to the skies just to dream of you every night it's been long enough now but you still cross my mind and in another world we'd be okay but that time is not today even after all the **** you did i hope you feel loved and happy and safe