I read to him and tell him to be the sea he says he is always moving and he knows where he is going and it is clear— I ask him what kind of ocean he is; in the middle of the ocean or on the shore — he says he is going to the shore, he doesn’t need to think of what he is because he knows where he is going — he always knows where he is going; and for the moment I returned to being human again, I yearned to be the one who rode his wave— then I took an exhale and my flesh fell into waves