my thoughts are so convoluted I can’t even make most of them public anymore they are a knot of illogical forms like a suburban American neighborhood coming to no conclusion having no insight into the human condition or universal truths I wish I had Stonehenge thoughts or Egyptian pyramid thoughts even English garden thoughts but no, my thoughts are cul de sacs, interconnected parking lots, irrigated lawns my thoughts are 2 inch caliper pin oaks in 16 square feet of backfill and they need a vacation