I am already one among many, a stranded stranger in this city, but despite my plight they still try to steal my identity, try to change my name, leaving me out to dry as I am barely hanging from the windowsill.
There is no place for a poet who rebels against those that want to make him into another reflection of this destructive urban infection.
I would run with the wolves but the only wildlife we got here are the wall street predators and the other beasts who drink up the destruction and misery of the lost souls creeping on cold hard and hungry city streets.
The roads are slick, and I could easily find myself slipping, and falling, succumbing to the dark and beastly urges that want to consume me, as my empathy is drained and changed into a deranged competitive side.
It would be better to become the moon that loves the sun, or the ever-changing stream that runs through my dreams.
The forest calls with all of her grand green beauty and wonder. The stillness and quietest place that supplies this momentary escape and inspiration.
White petals floating in the wind, dirt brown paths that go down to the lake and then back around to a field of corn.
but I seldom return to that safe place, just muddle through a sick polluted storm, brain dead instead of wearing a smiling face, I start to blend into the crowd that is moving.
Tightly packed automatons, memory fails and now the poet is gone.
The city devours the last brilliant hours, and the poems no longer finds a pen, and the phoenix no longer rises again. The sleeper no longer dreams. He just keeps walking and walking.
A stranded stranger still talking, but not saying anything.