how could I know

your heart was beating so fast
and your body so cold

you tried to overdose

why didn't I know
I can't imagine
I can't imagine
I can't imagine

losing you

please don't let me imagine
don't let me ever think about losing you ever again

it makes me so mad
so sad
to know you hurt yourself

I can't help you
I can't hug you

I can only see you drown from a distance