I know why I'm scared.
As much as I want to disappear,
I don't want to be forgotten.
I want you to hold me in your heart for eternity.
I want to remind you of small and big memories,
even in the little things.
I don't want to be lost to nothing.
I want to make a mark,
even if it's only on those close to me.
I want you to cherish the memories of us,
even after you find your forever love.

I'm scared because I know I won't make a difference.