Waking up to locked doors and closed shades Walking while observing faces, you fade I go through my day with you on my mind Although we're never face to face, I know you're never far behind Go home with knife in hand Just in case it happens again Lock myself up, shut myself in get ready for another night Where I see your shadow dance across my walls and my fear blinds my sight Frozen in pain of the memories that remain Try to sleep just to wake and do it all again tomorrow even though I pretend That im alright, and safe, and ok knowing your search never ends.