here with nothing to think trying to express what's worth being said i'm sitting here the bottle is empty typing is tricky if it's not happening around me, should i care? the solo will go on the beat will move move forward lessons to reevaluate something seems off though my schedule is on point hours doing what I love months not seeing who I love months not talking who I adore should i even think anymore when it all ties back to her essence she's moved on perhaps i'm stuck im... not feelings are limited there's more david there's more trust me there's more to inhale think less about a past that doesn't exist everything is straight forward we just make it sound pretty language the ability to communicate in a unique manner we don't all communicate the same way there's easier ways to say things, **** just sounds prettier auditory elegance what am i doing?? bored tonight it's valentines does it even matter idk?! this morning it did tonight feels like any other missing you right now but i dont think about you all the time i'm confused do I truly love you? and if i did why dont you?