we didn't know **** about anything we didn't know **** about love but everything and everyone said a love like ours was not meant to be seen or heard or thought of
and they who took to the streets gave us false hopes that there would come a day when we wouldn't have to exchange our syringes filled with secrets in secret
we only held hands in the darkness of the theater and in the short distances between the lights of lampposts at night
all those nights we told our parents we were friends we lied
we were more
whenever we were alone we threaded each other's skin with warm invisible threads using our fingers and tongues as needles we sew our souls together in solitude and even though the distance is still miles of seas we swim, we sail, we drown sometimes we breathe underwater
we never let the parts of us touch above the table or in the daylight
people are poison stored in their skulls in their eyes and in their mouths poison waiting to pounce
we went to an art gallery and stood and stared at each other in the silence it was the first moment we kissed
we forgot for how long until we felt the lasers and lights from their eyes burn
they've mistaken us for an installation
we were horrid, strange, abstract eyesores amidst everything beautiful and poetic
maybe someday we can be as commonplace and as free as graffiti but right now our love is but an exhibit