I change when I'm surrounded by people
I change into what they want me to be
I feel afraid and think that they'll leave
and I never believed in myself and in what I can be

it was hard for me to form a decent relationship
kept pushing people away from the real me
So, I'm sorry for behaving so unkindly
now I know the importance of maturity

and now I'm trying my best to keep ahold of me
I don't want to lose myself once again to my immaturity
So, I will keep being me even if it means I will be lonely
but I promise that from now on I'll always give my best to ones who will stand by me

from now on, I will only change for what I believe in
not because someone else wants me to be
and create a future where my dreams are fulfilled
Turn my fantasies into reality