storm cloud on a sunny day
looming and impending rain
washing over us with never ending pain

a darkness i brought
a guilt you took on
but i promise that none of this is your fault

we head separate ways alone
there's things about the other we'll never know
when i got scared i should've said so

there was so much i let get in the way
in a different world we would be okay
but people grow and people change

in the darkness i brought on us
you were light and calm and warm and trust
but the storm turned out to be too much

ran out of power
things went **** in an hour
sweet memories turn sour

we were great now we're in tatters
who knew effort mattered
only a **** reality to have after

self destructive and i'm not gonna fight it
i've lost my purpose and i'm tired of trying to find it
this isn't living and i'd barely call it surviving
i'm gonna go now and don't worry about trying find me